I should just have a tag for these 'come back' posts after long absences.( Collapse )
I saw this, a little baby onesie while thrifting and it was just too cute to not grab. Then I remembered I don't have any babies... but I do have cat. Hmm.
I'm always blaming my mood swings, or rather, "mode" swings 'cause they're that crazy and different, on PMSing and whatnot. Today, I realized I'm just going to stop doing that. It sounds so ridiculous. They're me, they're my feelings and I'm "blaming" them on something. Silly. I only realized that because I was in a given-up mood for the last few months and kind of just... touching the water with my toes, after a huge emotional fall out that I had. And now, really all of the sudden, I jumped in. There was no joy in living with just my toes in like that. I won't go into a huge "it's the good memories that you want to look back to, not the bad ones" and "nobody's perfect", but that's pretty much what it is. I can only control my choices and the rest I can just deal with.
2010 was beautiful but deadly. I have such a bittersweet feeling with it and yet I hated that it was ending. I've always found the quote "Everything was beautiful and nothing hurt." so corny and annoying; then it applied to me. So now I see a lot more meaning in it because I'm making a present tense instead of past.
*This song is so one that I will dance to at my wedding, maybe even the first! Ahhh...